I’ve had some bleak days, but I’ve also had periods of calm. If you wonder what has happened, see my last post.
I’ve been using my recovery tools.
I’ve been using the medication my doctor gave me to help with the situation, and I’m grateful to have it. It honestly helps a great deal.
I’ve been meditating. I had a very long one this morning.
I’ve been to therapy, and I have another appointment coming up next week. I’ve also been to some AA meetings. They’ve been helpful. Most importantly, I’ve got some good friends checking on my daily. I cannot adequately express how good that feels.
I have walked some. Not daily, but I have walked. Exercise is a good idea when I’m feeling low.
I’m eating good food. Yesterday, I actually cooked for myself, which is something I rarely do. That’s real self-care. I took the time to wash mushrooms and cook them and eat them over toast. I did it for myself.
I’m making sure I get good, restorative sleep.
Medication, meditation, therapy, exercise, diet, and sleep are the important tools I use to stay stable.
This morning, I’m battling negative self-talk. I know it’s lies, but it’s so loud. Pain in a situation like this comes and goes in waves, and today I’m in a wave. It will pass. Soon, I hope.